From 00667221732f8ac196b676aa83a2cbcf2193c267 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: adam Date: Wed, 10 Sep 2025 00:05:56 -0400 Subject: [PATCH] slight changes --- src/script.md | 16 ++++++++-------- 1 file changed, 8 insertions(+), 8 deletions(-) diff --git a/src/script.md b/src/script.md index 03c3c92..29014a2 100644 --- a/src/script.md +++ b/src/script.md @@ -5,14 +5,14 @@ Let me share a story that admits a blind spot I've had. But for some background first, let me share with you a story of someone else's blind spot. [prep beverage] back in the before times, when I was less old, the zeitgeist at the time was involved worrying about plastic pollution. specifically, a big offender is plastic straws. Like most forever chemicals, they don't decompose, they just litter the oceans. given their shape and density, they get blown around by air a lot, so they tend to accidentally escape containment efforts. It's not an ideal situation. I guess there was a viral video showing how it's horrific for sea turtles. -This is the background information for local businesses informing us of how admirable they are because they switched from plastic straws to paper. Following that, memes about paper straws dissolving before people can finish their drinks - apparently some people order a beverage and stare at it for multiple hours? I had a friend at the time who informed me how much smarter he was than these people by realizing you can just not use a straw. +This is the background information for local businesses informing us of how admirable they are because they switched from plastic straws to paper. Following that, there were memes about paper straws dissolving before people can finish their drinks - apparently some people order a beverage and stare at it for multiple hours? I had a friend at the time who informed me how much smarter he was than these people by realizing you can just not use a straw. sure. But the point of a straw is to work around ice cubes. Him and his girlfriend were... amused? that I wanted to buy metal drinking straws. [put metal straw in beverage] In response to their derision I said, "yeah, Save the Sea Turtles." my then-friend was incredulous that i would spend money for a cause like this. I specified, it's not that I feel bad. It's that I recognize the moral obligation. [sip] He attempted to correct me viz a viz my thought process; he said that a sense of morality is exactly that feeling of guilt, which he then assured me I was feeling. -at the time i was mildly horrified that he couldn't fathom the difference. Since then, the true horror is that I'm pretty sure most people can't disentangle these concepts in their minds. So once you become desensitized to the feeling of guilt, there's nothing left to guide you. +at the time i was mildly horrified that he couldn't fathom the difference. the true horror is that I'm pretty sure most people can't disentangle these concepts in their minds. So once you become desensitized to the feeling of guilt, there's nothing left to guide you. [chug, finish] ## story 2: *obviously* it would be logic @@ -26,7 +26,7 @@ When I first saw the list of skills, I was immediately drawn to one. I figured c Other than the physical ones, of course. [some kind of lampshading about making jokes about foreshadowing] -Fortunately, I've been able to ask others. A therapist once told me she thought that of Empathy. I figured it was possible she was performing what is expected of her rather than being genuine. then an artist told me she was immediately attracted to Inland Empire. 3 data points isn't definitive, but we can work with it. I hold the thesis: a person correlates with a "signature skill" in disco elysium. Much like that one expired card game has player archetypes of spike, johnny, timmy, and vorthos, there are appreciable differences that a real person tends to gravitate toward, reflecting their own personality and perspective on life. If we think of life as a game where you're the character, most players seem to have chosen a signature skill. Mine is Logic, of course. Surely you saw this coming, it couldn't possibly be anything else. +Fortunately, I've been able to ask others. A therapist once told me she thought that of Empathy. I figured it was possible she was performing what is expected of her rather than being genuine. then an artist told me she was immediately drawn to Inland Empire. 3 data points isn't definitive, but we can work with it. I hold the thesis: a person correlates with a "signature skill" in disco elysium. Much like that one expired card game has player archetypes of spike, johnny, timmy, and vorthos, there are appreciable differences that a real person tends to gravitate toward, reflecting their own personality and perspective on life. If we think of life as a game where you're the character, most players seem to have chosen a signature skill. Mine is Logic, of course. Surely you saw this coming, it couldn't possibly be anything else. ...but then, maybe you didn't. It's obvious to me what was happening in my skull, but I reside there, so of course it would be - my thoughts are how I model thoughts in general. ## story 3: the worst person alive @@ -36,12 +36,12 @@ i've only recently heard jordan peterson argue. [//TODO: probably jubilee?] are you a christian? let's say, for the sake of argumentation, i am irritating sophistry. A style of so-called debate for those who aren't seeking to build consensus, just arguing as a verbal dominance struggle. My sister argues the same way. -She has one principal, one value: power for her. So when she thinks she's constructed an argument that will put her on top, her one question is the only question to be answered, no matter how absurd. there was a time she recommended me to one of her business partners. when I asked for literally any information at all about the this guy, she lectured me on how it's disrespectful to question her. Conversely, if I ask her any question in the slightest, she refuses to answer. I swear i could ask her what color the sky is and she'd produce a thousand words of verbal diahrrea, ending with her getting on her soap box and proclaiming some cause at me, but at no point would the word "blue" come up. +She has one principal, one value: power for her. So when she thinks she's constructed an argument that will put her on top, her one question is the only question to be answered, no matter how absurd. there was a time she recommended me to one of her business partners. when I asked for literally any information at all about this guy, she lectured me on how it's disrespectful to question her. Conversely, if I ask her any question in the slightest, she refuses to answer. I swear i could ask her what color the sky is and she'd produce a thousand words of verbal diahrrea, ending with her getting on her soap box and proclaiming some cause at me, but at no point would the word "blue" come up. It's maddening. In every literal sense. There's a meme from tumblr. [//TODO: find it] -some children's hospital redecorated. For some reason they painted the floors red. It looks like a trail of blood. a few tumblrinas argued back and forth. +some children's hospital redecorated. For some reason they painted the floors red. It looks like a trail of blood. a few tumblrinas discussed. some talked about the color theory of red, i imagine for the express purpose of signaling that they're smarter than everyone else. I imagine trying to convince, primarily, themselves. The rest told them to open their god damn eyes, it looks like a trail of blood. @@ -68,7 +68,7 @@ This is cuno, an edgy child self-medicating for the trauma of his father's abuse [on tv, woolie vs clip, reggie] Give the child his speed, woolie! [on tv, clip of narrator describing him] He's almost exquisitely ugly. Like a gremlin. Cuno is the apex of Half Light. It's no wonder that Harry thinks of Half Light in terms of being exemplified by Cuno. -And that's why the portrait for half light looks so much like the portrait for Cuno. Or maybe I should say that the other way around. +And that's why the portrait for half light - harry's mental image of the concept - looks so much like the portrait for Cuno. Or maybe I should say that the other way around. ## Enter: SkyMistless @@ -88,12 +88,12 @@ how could this happen? how is the exemplar of logic the mega-racist? Surely neither sky nor ZA/UM thinks racial bias is logical. logic is the opposite of bias, obviously! and yet... it's undeniable, isn't it? -There's another sign. one of the items to boost your logic is a conical hat. +1 logic - why do you think these, and indeed, most hats - were invented? keeps the sun out of your eyes. Plus this one is made from straws, sounds way better the environment than polyester or whatever. But there's more data left. Some missing pieces of the jigsaw puzzle - the setting of the game is not earth, but the same insensitive elements are at play there. Harry is a white guy. This is decidedly not a hat for a white guy. Maybe Encyclopedia could have told us about specific events. Maybe empathy would have let us intuit this. +There's another sign. one of the items to boost your logic is a conical hat. +1 logic - why do you think these, and indeed, most hats - were invented? keeps the sun out of your eyes. Plus this one is made from straws, sounds way better for the environment than polyester or whatever. But there's more data left. Some missing pieces of the jigsaw puzzle - the setting of the game is not earth, but the same insensitive elements are at play there. Harry is a white guy. This is decidedly not a hat for a white guy. Maybe Encyclopedia could have told us about specific events. Maybe empathy would have let us intuit the offense people would suffer. [//TODO: what'd sky say?] All the skill exemplars represent being in too deep. Cuno's half light is easily outmaneuvered by the adult in the room. Garte, as volition, gets no part in any of the interesting stuff. I'm pretty sure there's no way for you to pay him what you owe, so he's been manipulated into doing what you want for your benefit, instead of his own. the game says that too much logic will cause you to lose yourself in an ivory tower, wrapped up in some chain of reasoning that completely ignores what's in front of you. -The logical thing to do is fit more information into your theory of the world. Even if it comes from unexpected place. +The logical thing to do is fit more information into your theory of the world. Even if it comes from an unexpected place. Maybe with a sufficiently galaxy brained intellect, sufficient logic could solve everything, including morality. Realistically, you'll need some "facts &", as well. whatever it takes. Just remember to open your eyes every so often, or you might turn into a color theorist.